I swear

that in the future

I'm going to be financially independent

and not have to feel as if I have to 'beg' my parents for money anymore.

And I will be a good parent.

I got this from Wanxian who got this from her friend Cheryl's blog

"The kind that will treat you right. The kind that searches for you with all his heart. The kind that respects you and adores you.

Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her. One who can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Because he’s smart enough to know that he already has a girl who has everything that he wants, needs and more.

The right guy will never leave you lonely and wondering. You will always know where you stand with him. He will be your best friend and lover. He’ll call you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night and maybe even tell you about his day, to make you laugh or talk to you until you fall asleep.

This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s just to go to the store to buy you your favorite ice cream(or gummy). He’ll buy you flowers just because, and will notice your hair when you’ve gotten it cut or have gotten all gussied up specially for him.

You deserve a guy who will cherish you. He’d never be afraid to smile to his friends when you’re around and tell them, “She’s the one”. He’d appreciate you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little..

He’ll be chivalrous. He’ll wait for you when you’re falling behind, open doors for you and will walk you to the door to make sure you get in safely. He would defend and fight for you and never bail on you when you need him most.

The right guy will call you beautiful instead of hot, he’ll kiss your forehead when you’re down and he’ll be the one who will love you for everything you are."

I couldn't agree more. If you find a guy like that, he's definitely a keeper :-)

I shifted into PGP 3 weeks ago but I'm shifting out on Wednesday. I never had a housewarming party though I was planning one. I'm quite sad about the fact that I have to leave, but that's the only way my parents will quit bugging me about how staying at PGP is a waste of money. I like it here though, the independence and the freedom. It really feels invigorating, waking up as and when you want, with noone nagging at you everyday telling you this that this that. It gets so suffocating sometimes.

Pardon my random musings at 4:32am in the morning. I was just looking through some photos on facebook and I just started thinking about stuff.

Anyway, life in general has been good. The usual ups and downs. I wake up at 12 pm everyday and sleep at 3am. I know it's really unhealthy to adopt this kinda lifestyle but I can't help it! I love the random midnight suppers with my friends, the nights out in town, spontaneous outings and just about everything really.School can get so busy sometimes with projects and all, I hardly have time for my other friends and family. Never mind though, Christmas is coming and I'm wishing for a white christmas this year. I spent christmas last year with my family in Japan. It was amazing. Japan is such a beautiful place, I wanna go back. The weather was amazing too.

It's been a year since Mamma Mia last year, how everything came together so perfectly, like pieces of a jigsaw puzzle. I honestly don't know what the future might bring. But what matters now is that you're with me and that's all that matters for now.

I'm off to sleep! Tired.

xx